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thatneoncrisis · 5 months ago

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truly one of the most agonizing parts of wanting to work in the general creative space whether it be as a writer or artist or some other field is like knowing for a fact i have to hack myself up as a person into little pieces and watch as they muse of the texture and flavor and ask if thats notes of rosemary or sage and i just go "its my fucking leg man"

#translation if i get pigeonholed into being The Black Lesbian and thats all my work is known for #i will literally kill myself on tape so i am henceforth known as The Guy Who Killed Themself On Tape #idk i just think its lame when a work is labeled as feminist because it is good and written by a woman you know #or like every other fucking influence asking how it informs your work #like brother i remember that black people Exist when i write thats about the end of it #im thinking heavily about the movie american fiction rn #i think as someone who deeply admires horror the general atmosphere of Black Horror or Queer Horror having to be politicized in some since #because those very modes of existence are politicized #it like. it makes me evil dude it makes me want to crack my skull open #i dont want to be a voice of a people i just want those people to Be in the story

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